Omg.... I dont know what to do.

I really dont. Im all confused. i dont really know what to do about it. hahaha i am having guy issues because im stupid. I mean i like two guys and i cant figure out why i like the one but then again i cant figure out why i like the other one. But of course one will be leaving in august so i doesnt matter any way. and i'm madder than the hatter at the first one. The other problem with them first guy is that hes an ex. okay enough about guys and more on to work this weekend wast that bad until mark irritated me. I hate it when he sedns me home as often as he does. i cant stand it. and friday i was supposed to work until eight but i decided to go home so i could study. but i of course didnt tell him that. i was only schedueld to work until four so i left at four. and then the weeekend went from there. As far as home goes im not there. lol im not usually any way. i hate it there. anywho i have to get to work so ttyl guys. its not like your gonna read this again any way.

YAYNESS!!!!!! OH yeah lol

i got my year book today!!!!! i'm really excited about that. i have one from both years so far. next year i will be getting one as well. but its not that important to be blogging about. actually its the exact opposite. Its extremely important. at least it is to me. i like getting my signatures and stuff. and even the people who i dont talk to any more i will be getting thier signatures. and i will try to get those from the ones that might possibly even hate me. i dont care if they hate me as long as they arent trying to kill me im all good. i have made alot of friends this year and am happy to have to the ones that have been my friend through it all. And to those who have been my friends most of the year thank you. I am glad to have you as friends. lol its almost the end of the year and im pretty positive that i will be here next year. there is always a chance that i wont be though. But yayness to my friends and im going to get almost every one to sign my year book. Any how i gtg i have a project to do so yeah ttyl yalls

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! NO not again

i refuse to do something stupid like that again. next time i'm calling some one to come get me. i will not walk from victor to cripplecreek at one in the morning. that was not fun at all. and then friday that didnt go well either but it definately went better than saturday. i really will not talk about what happened on saturday. thats just not going to happpen, and sunday i wouldnt talk to any of my co-workers at all. and now i think one of them thinks i hate him. i didnt want to talk to any one i would say any thing to any one cuz i was being stupid as it was. but on the upside i made pretty good money this weekend considering i only worked two days. oh well i guess. cant really control things after they go bad. I do have a theory to why things have been as bad as they have been. but i wont say why because i think its totally stupid even though.

AWESOMENESS!!!!!

Yeah i had an awesome time saturday. i fell off the back of a dirt bike. that was so fun. i have little limp but that should be gone by the end of the week. i hope. the nurse lady that was at the b-day oarty said i should try and keep pressure off of it for a few days. but i refuse to see a freakin doctor and i think she knows me that well. she is insane if she thinks i'm going to follow orders. i'll be fine like i usually am lol but i think i did learn my lesson from that. dont try to adjust your helmet when the person is fishtailing with you on the back. i've never been on a dirt boke in my entire life so that was fun. HAHA but i made me think about some really stupid stuff and i really dont think i need to be thinking about it. but it just made me think and i couldnt help but keep thinking about it. i'm so stupid.